The grass is always greener on the other side. God that’s as cliche as it gets, but for me it always stands true. I always want what I don’t have. I love the chase. I’m a like a puppy running after a car, but if I ever caught up to it I don’t know what the fuck I’d do with it. I actually think I stole that from somewhere but I don’t know where. Whatever. I need motivation. Something to make me feel anything. Something to get out of this epic funk.